im ill

by **choller** » Wed Aug 20, 2008 20:36

hi this is the true story about me,
im ill
i got schizofrenie...
i dont wanted to say this but i have to tell the truth...

so thats why i say it sometimes i cant help it
i dont know if u guys know what this means when u got this illness.. but i can explain to all if u want to pm me, i can tell u what it does to me personality..

i think some of u already noticed that sometimes im nice player and sometimes i dont behave....

i hope my illness is not a problem and i can continu playing here.....

by **Ajit** » Wed Aug 20, 2008 20:54

dude

plz stop spamming about things what you have or what you dont have or maybe you come with a story your dog was playing or it was cat miauuuu.

just stop spamming

by **choller** » Wed Aug 20, 2008 21:00

... well this isnt supose to be spam i just explained something very personal....

by **flow** » Wed Aug 20, 2008 21:05

omg that would explane your weird behavior :S:S

by **Ferocious** » Wed Aug 20, 2008 21:08

I really hope thats true because if not.. I hate you even more than i allready do. It kinda makes sence that you could be schizophrenic... that would explain your offensive language and behavior. But still i think its no excuse to be unbanned.

by **LuXoFluXe** » Wed Aug 20, 2008 21:09

we dont have to know i think...
i think couz i also dont know wot that means !

i don t wanna discriminate or something !

Grz

by **BOWDOWN** » Wed Aug 20, 2008 21:13

Well, will take it as a true sotry, now tell me since when PS is a kind of hospital for schizofren people? If you look better , you can see that we are an Enemy territory gaming community and not a therapy one :wink:

. If you are mad, then you need medical treatment, somethin you can t find around. Since that, the best for you and specialy members and players is keepin you far away from our servers :wink:

, and it also change nothin about all those rasist and homophobic craps you said in all your spam posts witch were a huge insult and offence for many here. I just hope that you will grow up one day and think better about consequencies befor begin to act.

by **choller** » Wed Aug 20, 2008 21:23

its not easy for me to discuss this.. i use internet as good place where i can be myself...
i even asked u guys once to mute me because i was that day very sensitive the " bad" choller was iritating i say may i have mute but i dindt want to explain....

i cant helpt it sometimes.... its hard to explain its like somone else takes over...
sometimes i dont even know who friends are in real life....

i got a good personality and a bad personality.
doktor said that it will be less if i stop smoking but it dindt help so i still smoke.

it has somekind of a trigger when im being reminded of some things its like my brain shortcuts.

by **soulblade** » Wed Aug 20, 2008 21:59

Btw, just to enrich a bit your global knowledge : what you discribed is a 'dissociative identity disorder' ( = your so called "bad" and "good" choller). And actually schizophrenia has completly different symptoms. If you were schizophrenic, you should know that don't you ?

Oh and schizophrnic doesn't have any agressivity symptoms.

Wrong use of google or too much film in which schizophrenia is wrongly associated to the dissociative identity disorder.

That was for the medical part... byebye now !

by **choller** » Wed Aug 20, 2008 22:06

u dont have to believe it...
i have gone for years to the hospital trust me they dont google

by **soulblade** » Wed Aug 20, 2008 22:11

Actually I'm studying medecine for 5 years now...

Anyway, just to point out something : we WON'T unban you !

/Locked & Banned

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